Before going to see my mother, I had prayed that God would give me the strength to keep a clear mind and allow Him to work on my guarded heart. I did not want to walk in and relive past events and negative emotions. I did not want to try to settle any past arguments or disagreements. I wanted to walk through the moment for what it was and completely surrender myself to the Lord. For me, I had to have that mind set. I think if my mind had been clouded with trying to resolve past issues, I would not have been able to walk out of there with the same feelings of peace and freedom. I have not received any communication from my mother since the visit. I can only hope that she was able to see and feel the healing power of Christ. His power is real. His power is authentic. And so today, I continue praying for guidance and direction.
Tags: Gaile Owens
"Consider it pure joy whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything." James 1:2-4
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